Child of God.

I am so grateful to be alive, right at this very moment. With my English limitations but my creativity as vivid as ever, I am here. In this very moment and this very second as I type this words and as you read them I am here. Fully present in body, mind and soul. So who am I? a child of God. My path with God has never being easy, I have stray, I have sin not only against other people or God  but most of all I have sin against the greatest gift of all MYSELF. I do not admit my sins with pride but with humble humility because I am able to see my sins. I am a child of God, his love lives in me and I in his love. He forgives me before I sin, even before I was born his love for me is so immense that I was forgiven for sins I had not yet done.

I am amazing because I am God's child. I am not perfect but it is in my imperfection that the mercy of God dwells. It is because of my weaknesses that God is active in my life. It is because I fall that he seeks me every day. He has given me so much; a life for me to choose what to do with it, without judgement or restrictions. He has given me the path for ME to make the choice. He has given me an amazing father of whom I learnt to love myself, a father that through my imperfections loves me just as much. A mother who carried me for 9 months and still in her heart and souls holds me dear, A woman who is the best example of a mother. A sister who showered me with the most astonishing love, a brother in law whose humble heart embraces me as his only sister. 2 girlfriends who have seen me laugh, cry, fall and get up every time. A friend who is almost like a brother and who never fails to remind me of what an amazing and powerful woman I am and finally a man who has cried with me and laugh with me. Every time I fell his hand was waiting there, to help me up, A man who till today sees not the worse but the best in me and at my worse it is when his love is at it's best because he shakes me to my deepest cores, breaks the walls I've build and finally allows light in to my heart. That man is my best friend and the man that I love and he is too my gift from God.

So yes, I am a God fearing woman, yes I am beautiful, yes I am amazing, yes I am a powerful and strong woman, I have awsome qualities that shine as bright as gold but most important YES I AM A CHILD OF GOD!